Don't you want to know if you are fooling yourself?
I would.
But schraf, that is part of the great divide. You can not impart you thinking processes to others. There are a large number of people who don't what to know.
There is a very interesting article in the latest "Skeptical Inquirer" from a former new age guru and author. They have made the transition to the skeptical side and are not trying to figure out how to allow the two camps to communicate.
It is a useful insite into a viewpoint that is alien to us.
I will, when I get a bit of time, after this move, do a review of it. S/he is writing a book too.