One point that I will make:
schrafinator writes:
"Am I letting my desire for God to exist bias the way I interpret events?"
This brings up an interesting question. On the average, do people want God to exist by nature, Not want God to exist, or are neutral. I maintain, using scripture as my source, that the natural mind does NOT want God to exist, since it trumps our freedom of choice.
Rom 3:10-12=As it is written: "There is no one righteous, not even one; there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one."