The insights this topic offered me broke open my mind again, before this, I was still to distressed to rationally deal with the subject. Back when the topic was made, the post weren't yet enough to fully convice me there was nothing to worry about. But as I remained on the forum, read some other sources, and reaffirmed my skeptical views about Christianity in other areas, I revisted this topic every now and then, slowly becoming more able to see the logic of them fully.
I saw the result coming a while before it happened: last week, I was finally able to cut the mental knot, and again I consider myself a atheist again now. Still, when I'm hungry or tired, in other words, less rational, it does still bug me a bit, although this effect is getting more rare. I still need to read Randi's ''the faih healers'' (and also the podcast provided here as well, actually), and perhaps registering in the forums of his foundation could also benefit me. I still have a long way to go before truly understanding the practice, and also ''private'' faith healing is stil something I need more information about.
Still, by now, some thanks are in order, I needed some personal argumentation, and more information, and you gave it. Going to stay around on the forums to learn some more, even though I don't post much due to inexperience.