Phatboy
Yes..I have prayed about it...but I am to a point of despair. I am at a point where not changing means bad consequences. And yet I cannot pull away from the cliff edge!
Hey Phatboy! Seriously now,who is telling you that you cannot pull back from the edge? I think you are only one step away from the change you need.Again,who is the one saying you cannot pull away? i will give you a hint. It is not Satan.
This is where the best part of you will surface my friend. It is a simple step to do but it is not easy to admit.You are your actions old boy.When you realize the depth of that responsibilty you will also have the means to change.Let go of the disease and the power
you give to it and then enjoy life again.
Just remember that life is a dance.Do not send the band away before it has finished playing eh?
And since you know you cannot see yourself,
so well as by reflection, I, your glass,
will modestly discover to yourself,
that of yourself which you yet know not of