You wouldn't think that if you were asian, got cancer from radiation,(eventually died painfully) at Nagasaki and your whole family died, as you search through the debris and couldn't find nothing.
1) If I died, I wouldn't really be thinking much of anything. Either my mind would have been flipped off like a lightswitch, like I believe, or I would be safely nestled in the arms of the baby Jesus, as others have postulated. So either way, I very much doubt I'd be moaning about my fate.
Death sucks for the people who survive it; the dead are really in no position to care.
2) If I was alive, then that would seem to indicate that my travails had not caused me to cut my throat open, or jumped off a cliff, or what-have-you. So obviously, no matter how shitty my life, I would be seeing something about life that made me prefer to experience it than to not do so.
3) If I did kill myself, see point 1.
4) You are looking at life from the individual perspective. This is fine if your goal is to say, "look at this one guy here, doesn't his life suck?" But you keep going on about the world as a whole, and life as a whole. So you might want to widen your focus to the whole of life. Captial L fuckin'-a Life.
roadtrip to california.
Screw that. I have a moral objection to any state that doesn't let you smoke on the street.