You have chosen wilfull ignorance of the answers the bible gives, which are better than the natural ones.
If I choose to find answers
with God and you choose to without, then why do you you hold this against me?
You said belief isn't a choice. I can't choose to believe evolution, I just can't make myself think that the magnificent creation came about all by itself etc.. I tried, and I was fooling myself.
As someone who has worked and studied in many fields that touch molecular biology, including cancer biology, Virology, Bacterology etc. etc. I'm afraid that natural selection and evolution has explained everything I've seen. For example, one of the projects I am working on began because a virus mutated in such a way that it evaded the surveillance method that was in place - survival of the fittest. I see no evidence that God did it. The bible gives no answers at all. Logically it isn't even an option.
Evolution at its core is such a simple idea, which makes it so powerful. The concept of an all mighty being being responsible is not simple and there is absolutely no evidence for it.
The concept of evolution isn't a belief system in the way a religion is. There is no faith involved. It is just a model that fits the data exceptionally well.
Marty