The setting was perfect for me to find a reason to love the God that I see. I thought about tribal lands, and times when life was a little more simple. When entertainment came in reading books, and the family life in agrarian landscapes. When we had time to think, and we lived for not industry.
I thought if I was put on the earth, and never learned to love God, and never understood the Lord almost forced and through fear at a camp that gave me a questioning spirit, and put my head on straight, what would my life be like? Would I enjoy it more, would I have more friends in High school, would I have these things that I want so badly at times? What if I was in a tribe in Africa, or a desolate region, and I looked at what was around me, would I believe in God, would I find a purpose, or a path?
Would then this path that I had found be what I would want it to be? Would God show himself to me using tribal religion, some sort of alternative to Christ?
I thought about how beautiful life would be with a life like that, and how precious my beliefs are to me, how good it is to believe in a messiah, and a saviour. It would be very different that way. To find God, I could not rely on the wisdom of the biblical authors whom I have embraced as truth, as godliness, instead I would rely on myself, on transendance, and through the earth, I would come to a conclusion someday, maybe quickly, or slowly, that God exists, and I have to have some sort of reason to live.
These beliefs came to me easily, and they were practically handed to me, but I thought about it, and I realized that I would believe in God, in Christ, however more indirectly, no matter what. That life would not deal me a hand that I could not somehow influence and start on a passage to truth.
So my question to you is;
How did you find God?
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these walls are paper thin
and everyone hears every little sound.