Phat writes:
I still swear to this day that there was one day that I became aware of a presence which has never left me since that time, even though I don't always feel confirmation via tactile perceptions.... For me, none of this is a bet.
Consider yourself fortunate.
Phat writes:
I also admit that there was and is a lot of peer pressure within my circle to believe, going to Church and all.
Isn't it funny how peer pressure works in multiple ways? There are other circles pressuring the other way.
I have been embedded in that Church going circle before when I lived with by brother. Going to "meetings" was not an option but a requirement. The only thing is that the meetings (church) were really just a device for someone to talk a lot about the coming end-time with a captive audience that ate it up like it was wisdom and not the manifestation of a depressed psychology that is was.
Phat writes:
The decision was settled based on my will. People decide to believe or not. Its as simple as that.
This is where I strongly disagree. I am with Archer on this,
one cannot decide or will oneself to genuinely believe.
The mind believes in something because of:
1) A preponderance of evidence
2) A desire to quell some strong personal anguish
Beliefs based on the latter often lead to intellectual dishonesty and overshadow the former.
I will grant you that evidence may be objective, subjective or even subconscious. In your case, it was some personal experience in others it maybe some answered prayer or an unlikely set of coincidences, etc. However, I suspect that many of the subjective evidences go unexamined and suffer from confirmation bias as the result of a self-centric world-view.
Pascal's Wager is often trotted out as a reason to believe to overcome the lack of evidence and hence leads to intellectual dishonesty. Pascal's Wager is really stressing the threat side of a chain-letter theology (
Message 1 ) and providing a possible solution to comfort the anguish of hell.
As an aside I believe that a life lived authentically, courageously and honestly and with reverence to life is in itself a form worship to the creator, if indeed there is one.
Edited by iceage, : No reason given.