Seems to me the main reason you gave up on Him is because you saw Christians behaving badly and figured He did NOT have things under control, IF He existed.
Why do you christians always assume you know what makes an atheist an atheist? You expect us to just believe things on faith, because it is what you believe, but you refuse to even figure out what makes us tick.
I am an atheist but it has nothing to do with the behavior of christians, or for that matter, the behavior of any religious person.
Simply put, I do not believe in the supernatural, mythological tales, or any other type of mumbo-jumbo. There is absolutely no evidence for a "God" and plenty of evidence that shows it is very unlikely.
So get over yourself. Christians and their behaviors have nothing to do with my atheism and I venture to guess probably has little to do with any atheists atheism.
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