Sincere congratulations, you’re in an important, memorable phase of your life right now. But if you’re saying that this point in your life is when you’re first becoming most interested in accepting Darwinism and questioning Christianity, I believe it’s rare, I think it is more common in younger people. That’s not a put down, just a statement that young people seek liberation.
It may be rare but it took me almost 30 years of research before I abandoned creationism & theism for evolution & atheism.
It was launched when I was young in a place called Vietnam but I was nearly 50 when I finally accepted the points in evolution and atheism, although not together. I had accepted part of evolution much earlier, but thought of it as guided.
There is no better love between 2 people than mutual respect for each other WT Young, 2002
Who gave anyone the authority to call me an authority on anything. WT Young, 1969
Since Evolution is only ~90% correct it should be thrown out and replaced by Creation which has even a lower % of correctness. W T Young, 2008