I have no idea what it would be like to find out that so many of the people I respected were telling me falsehoods.
To discover that my teachers and parents were raising me to believe in lies and propaganda would probably rock me to my core.
It would also be very difficult for me to hear strangers point out the flaws in what I was being taught.
I guess I would probably just covers my ears and say "La la la! I can't hear you!"
Cognitive dissonance FTW.
I wish you strength and good luck.