Jon writes:
My beliefs are admittedly silly. They make no sense to anyone else and only very little sense to me. They are likely all wrong because, let's be honest, given all the possible answers to questions about God and religion, what are the chances that I stumbled on the right one(s)?
So you believe that your beliefs (about God etc.) are "likely all wrong"...?
Jon writes:
But that doesn't mean I should stop believing what I believe.
Combined with the belief that your beliefs are wrong and -
BOOM - We are in head explosion territory.