I am not arguing with your belief. I am disputing your logic.
On one hand you say you do NOT believe God is alive because:
I cannot imagine or describe what such a state might be but it certainly is not alive in the way we use the term alive.
But on the other hand you do believe that God exists despite similarly being unable to "imagine or describe" what such a state of 'existence' might entail.
Its logically inconsistent is my point.