However, I've been born into a Christian household and raised a Christian. So that "God exists in the back of my head" feeling will never go away I'm sure of it
I was born into a Christian household and similarly raised. Many atheists were.
And for now I have decided to keep my faith.
It's strange that you have to employ willpower to keep it, don't you think? Are your beliefs about furniture or music sustained this way?
(I'm sure you all know who Kent hovind is, he has a lot to do with my faith in God)
Unfortunately he has proven to be a liar and cheat who serves Mammon not God. Does this not give you pause?
What do most people in the evolutionist community accept as the most "solid proof" for evolution and against creation?
I created a thread just for the purposes of answering this very question, more or less:
Confidence in evolutionary science