Welcome to the fray, Richard L. Wang, it is refreshing to have a fresh voice, point of view.
maybe I understand English too formally, for me, the meaning of the word evil very negative.)
Don't worry, one of my (U of Toronto) professors opined that the international language of science was broken english.
In philosophy, Godless Atheists can think that Theism is wrong, not reality, or even anti-science, but it is Theism vs. Atheism, not Theism vs. reality or science. Similarly, in science, it is Creationism vs. Naturalism, not Creationism vs. reality or science. ...
You can describe me as an agnostic Deist, agnostic because you can neither prove nor disprove the existence of gods/Gods/GODS. I am also an open-minded skeptic, willing to consider new ideas/concepts, but skeptical of their validity.
I’m a Creationist, different all Creationists you know ...
Technically I am a creationist because I believe tentatively that god/s created the universe.