Has EvC changed your beliefs?

I've learned that staunch theistic evolutionists in both senses of the term are rarer than I thought.Sometimes I feel like I occupy the middle ground in the EvC spectrum, but other times it feels like no man's land !I often find myself agreeing more with the atheists than the theists in some respects, especially on scientific topics, and given the ugly behavior of some in the theist camp, cannot blame the atheists if they don't see theism as an attractive live option.