LOL
why would falsifying a scientific theory ruin my life?
"oh no, now we know more about the world and have disproven a formerly widely accepted scientific theory! I just can't take it! Life isn't worth living anymore!"
don't be ridiculous.
And I'm sure you don't have anything like you claim to have. But please stop wasting time telling us about your refutation, and spend time working on it so you can present it to us. Then we can get on with the process of pointing out all the flaws in it, using logic and evidence. And then in the face of a great preponderance of evidence and logic for evolution, you can still refuse to accept it. you know the drill.