Mike writes:
Hey - I was kinda kidding but you seem reasonable to me in debate - so, - consider it my official vote.
Heh, yeah I knew you were kidding.
But now you're serious? Well, I don't know what to say. Thanks again.
As I said, though, I'm really not suited to moderating. My personality simply wouldn't allow it. I'd have to be called AdminWeakAss.
But seriously, I'm not sure where you thought I "seemed reasonable in debate" as I tend to avoid them like the plague. I try not to get involved in anything that could turn nasty. I don't handle heated arguments well at all and, ultimately, they become too emotionally draining on me.
It's happened to me before, on another forum (though not a debate forum). I was a very active member there and actually
was offered a moderating position by the owner. I ended up leaving, though, because of a conflict with another member. I didn't want to leave, and I lost a lot of very good friends when I did, but that's the effect it had on me.
I know I'm too sensitive, but I've always been so, and it doesn't look like changing any time soon. Things seem to affect me on a much deeper level than others. Either that or I simply lack their ability to shrug things off. I suppose all of this may sound quite silly but what can I say?...It's me.
Anyway, as grateful as I am for the accolade (and I genuinely am; especially as I'm a very infrequent poster here), I seriously doubt that I could handle the duties of a moderator. No hard feelings, I hope. I do appreciate it, and feel quite complimented, but I'm afraid I'm just not made of strong enough stuff.
And I just realized that I instinctively went into rant-mode and skewed badly off-topic. I'm sorry, admins. I hope this isn't a major problem, in this particular thread. Again, my apologies.