Really sorry to hear about RAZD - I have been dipping in and out of EvC and only just opened this thread.
You have all of my best wishes and thoughts, and hopes for peace and comfort. RAZD has taught me a lot, and I consider it a privilege to know him, even remotely, through the internet.
Could there be any greater conceit, than for someone to believe that the universe has to be simple enough for them to be able to understand it ?