You've nothing to worry about - sorry, look forward to in your case - the end days were supposed to happen within a generation of your guy's death. Didn't happen. It's a couple of thousand years too late so I reckon we're safe. Sorry - I reckon you'll have to live with your disappointment like all the 'end of the word is nigh' loons that went before you.
Je suis Charlie. Je suis Ahmed. Je suis Juif. Je suis Parisien.
"Life, don't talk to me about life" - Marvin the Paranoid Android
"Science adjusts it's views based on what's observed. Faith is the denial of observation so that Belief can be preserved." - Tim Minchin, in his beat poem, Storm.