I thank everyone for their thoughts and opinions about my prerdicament. I am suprised it didn't take long for me to come to a conclusion about my situation.
I am happy with myself as I am. Personally I don't feel any reason to know the "truth" about religion or lack of, it just isn't important to me. This way of thinking may also be better for me marriage as well. I would rather sit on the fence about religion, then be to curious and want to go to the other side of her. As stated, religion isn't important to me so why push the issue and possibly make things worse.
Last night we had the big talk. It wasn't easy. I laid everything out in the open. I can tell she wasn't happy. She also still feels sorry for me, but that is ok. It is beter for me that know she knows exactly how I feel. Whether our marriage is doomed, only time will tell.
Thanks Again
Tom
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