in the Bible (don't know for sure who so I won't say) was willing to kill his own son because God said so
It was Abraham, you claim to be christian and yet don't know this? I know this and I'm not a beleiver of your mythology.
If the one and only God told me to kill everybody, I would be the "God's Hand" serial killer
I will admit I am a little selfish. I would care more about sparring my own soul than to spare my neighbors life, even if I was good friends with my neighbor.
So you admit to being a sociopath. You have no morals of your own beyond what some imaginary being deems to be right or wrong.
But better yet, if God appeared in front of you and told you to kill your self, YOU WOULD.
No I wouldn't, I'd tell your mythical being to go fuck himself and then happily await his smiting by Odin the Allfather, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.
If "elitist" just means "not the dumbest motherfucker in the room", I'll be an elitist!
*not an actual doctor