The philosophy behind The Twelve Steps

I have to say that I agree as well. If one accepts that they are powerless and then find that they are alone (after a crisis of faith or a loss of the support group) then what?However, it seems to go with a certain pattern of conversion into Christian faith. Accept that you are essentially worthless and evil/sinful and let God take over and all will be OK.You probably have made the connection but you separated that point from this one It is a dirty tactic. This is pure anecdotal evidence, but I have never met a born-again Christian (including close relatives) who didn't become so after being completely depressed, guilt-ridden or addicted to something or other. Not a single born-again I know became so because they were happy, content and/or optimistic about life and wanted to celebrate it by being "born again."Essentially, it is a breaking down of self beyond whatever has you down. By admitting you have no control, you relinquish control but what happens when you relapse? It is all your own sinful fault again. Not the God you just relinquished control to.It's always a fight, always a struggle and you hate yourself for giving in and God wants you to be good, but you give in and, with free will and all, it is really all up to you anyway. So why God? If this God can't really help you and it is really your own self-control that gets you through then why deal with all of the ritual and/or the extra helping of Bible-based self-loathing?Of course, if you do stay sober then it can be attributed to God. It's all God's doing if you do well. Praise be!

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