Never do you ever consider that I have interpreted what I have experienced correctly.
Well, Phat, of course not.
The series of events you relate I'm sure were unusual and probably unique for you but the interpretation you give to these things is strictly out of lala land.
I can say this because you insist on supernatural gods and demons as the cause and there aren't any supernatural gods or demons. There has to be, as a matter of actual physical reality, some other explanation.
But the bigger problem is with your brain. You WANT to see gods and demons. You want there to have been gods and demons in your remembrances. You're so desperate for them reality can't reach you. You won't let it. You're afraid the gods and demons might go away and your universe would collapse.
Well, Phat, reality says they aren't there. Crumble, crumble, boom, boom.
It's ok, You're not going to fall.
Eschew obfuscation. Habituate elucidation.