'I know I come across as intolerant of Christianity at times, but that isn't always in reaction to the faith itself, what I dont like is not Christianity per se, but 'Christians' who condemn everyone they meet, and believe that they are much more moral than everyone else.'
I also sometimes dislike what christians say. I am a follower of Christ , I dont call myself christian becuse of things like, church, hypocrites, e.t.c I just believe in God. (i think you know my position)
'I had my doubts when my mother died suddenly when I was 14, she was an absolute angel, and I wondered why God allowed her to suffer so much pain before she died.'
Well, I am sorry about that and something that significant can't really be countered at the e.v.c
'I had many good times as a Christian, but deep down inside me I just know that it isn't true.'
Its odd, isn't it, your 100% that it isn't true and I am 100% that it is. I guess it really does come down to belief.