I'm not fully aware of your entire historyon this site but I commend your honest confesson here. As a creationist I fully agree that the things you listed are far more important than arguing here! I also fully agree that we can't prove that God (Allah) created.
Having said that I don't think you should throw away all creationist comment simply becasue you have found a lack in yourself. Much of the creaitonist comment internationally is very good and supports both the big picture of creation and the details.
I don't agree that the data 'so clearly' points to evoltuion. The data IMO is split quite evenly on the issue. As such it does come back to a faith issue as you have identified.
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