Hello everyone, it’s been awhile since I have posted here, lately I have been lurking, sitting back and enjoying the debates. But now I write this with a very broken heart, and seeking some insight from many of you, because I truly feel that most of you are the most rational, intellectual, and honest people I have had a chance to watch.
Many changes have taken place in the last three days. My twelve year old
son was hit and killed by a car on Tuesday night. He has
been my beacon, my anchor, everything that has given me purpose to
live. And now, I feel like my heart has stopped beating. I have a
nine year old daughter, who I love deeply, but I am afraid that this will
rob her of the kind of love and affection that she would have received
before this happened. I don’t know if anyone here has ever had to deal
with a situation like this, so I am not sure how to even react. But I
guess my question is this; how do I keep from collapsing inward, when
he needs me, I can’t smile or laugh. How do I reassure her that I love
her as much as I love my son?
I will be checking this every evening, so please have patience with me if it takes me a day or so to reply to you, also sorry about the rambling, I am just too emotional to really put it all into words.
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This message has been edited by Admin, 06-06-2005 09:34 AM
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