Will you really change your mind because of something you read here, honestly.
When I arrived at EvC I was a freshly revitalised charismatic evangelical Christian, speaking in tongues, raising my hands, and thriving in my new church (I had been a b.a. Christian for 20+ years.)
For the past two years, I have developed into what is probably most easily described as agnostic atheist, with pseudo-deist flights of fancy. This is not a temporary backslide (had plenty of those) nor a classic disillusionment with "God". I would consider this (de)conversion one of the most important periods in my life. And this is almost solely the result of participation at EvC.