dwise1 writes:
Ah! So if you're not drinking then you are suffering from a mental and/or emotional affliction. Or your fundamentalist brainwashing has bleached out your neo-cortex.
You see, that's the problem that your theology creates. Drawing directly from his own fundamentalist upbringing, Dan Barker describes it as "when your theology becomes your theology." You see, we are Normals, whereas you are one of the aberants. Your brain is broken. You undoubtedly came in still believing that your way was right and that we "atheists" (most of us are not atheists, just not blind fundies) would just collapse when you dazzled us with your superior divine knowledge and arguments.
And then reality bit you in the butt across both cheeks. You were completely unprepared to engage in any kind of discussion. You cannot deal with reality. So then you lash out in anger. You just cannot figure out to deal with the fact that all you have is crap. And with your fundamentalist psychology, that endangers your faith.
Sorry, but this is something that you need to work out yourself. Obviously, when one finds that what one believes is false, then one must deal with that, knowing that the problem at worst lies with the theology and not with any deities that theology deals with. After all, all theology is man-made. But then that is what a Normal would think, whereas you are a fundamentalist Aberant still entrapped by your theology-turned-psychology. You need to work that out for yourself, though you might find some inspiration at
http://www.ex-christian.net/ from those who had gone through the same thing themselves.
This is typical of the arrogance and hatred of the biblical literalist around here. He proceeds to psychoanalyze me as if I needed medication. My brain is not broken. I am perfectly fine. If you tried to reason every once in a while you might realize that I may not be like that all the time. Has it ever occurred to you that I only get that way around certain people? Have you ever considered that there is something inherently hateful in your posts aimed at me? People don't just become enraged for no reason. Your posts are full of hate just like many of the people on here who hate creationists. You deny that you hate them but your words and actions speak for themselves. I know that you cannot see your own hatred. Every self righteous person is like that. Another reason for that is that you have been so severely propagandized by the philosophy that most on this forum have been propagandized with most of their lives. You think every normal person should be guided by this philosophy and you have been so accustomed to it, you don't even realize you have such a philosophy. The biblical literalist or fundamentalist is the only person in modern america who does not share your philosophy and these are the only people you don't have the capability to understand. What you don't understand, you naturally hate. It is a human trait. It is a similar trait to the one where you fear the unknown.
Yes, I have been full of rage, and downright hatred toward most of you. I absolutely despise your philosophy of life and it turns into rage when under the proper conditions. Those conditions? Constant ridicule and piling on. If I could deal with only one person at a time, I probably would not explode as I do. The other condition is stress and worries and the emotions those bring about. I have been very upset and emotional about some things lately and there is one emotional, self esteem related issue I have dealt with my whole life. This one has come to life the last few months and has put me on edge. I would still despise most of you, however, even if I did not have this emotional issue; it just aggravated things. I know for certain that you and everybody else has some kind of personal issue, but since most of you are self righteous hypocrites, you only see my outbursts and think you a better people than me. Ok. So you are better person than to lose control like that on a public forum? Goody fucking two shoes to you buddy. You do other things in life that are worse than that. How do I know? You are human and it is inevitable. Your problem is that you can only see the problems with fundamentalists and you cannot see your own problems. Your hatred for the fundamentalist makes you think your own problems are miniscule in comparision to the fundamentalist. This is one big reason why I HATE YOU and everyone else who thinks like you do. Someone here said that I wasn't a drunk and I wasn't a troll. He said he believed I truly hated most of you and that I was just a jerk. He was absolutely right about the first part. While the second part is true of me sometimes, I am no more a jerk than the rest of you here; I just don't hide my true feelings about you like you guys try your best to about me.
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