I don´t know what I am doing

Howdy. I have no idea what I am doing here, but I signed up because I was curious. Anyone want to shed a little light on the deal here for me?

Well, hmm. I suppose this site intrigued me so much because I am still clarify and sharpening my beliefs. Actually, I suppose this is something I will be doing all my life. Although I was raised atheist, I have my doubts that there is no higer power. What I mean is, where as a lot of stuff in the Bible does not hold true with my personal beliefs (listen, if I spell words wrong I am sorry. I have lived in Mexico long enough that english can be a little hard to use), it also seems rather unlikely that the big bang happened of its own accord. Just one day the universe said, "Hey, Im bored. Why not have a Big Bang?"Basically, I am here to learn. From what I have read in the forums the lot of you are intelligent, well read people. I look forward to learning new ideas and ways to approach the evolution/creating subject.Thanks for the info Mike. Cool picture.

Crashfrog-
No, I did not miss the name of the site. I have found in my few experiences on this planet that personal responses are usually much more enlightening than what one finds on a web page.So what do you think is right, the model or the book? I could take a wild guess, but I dont like to make assumptions.

Bob,
I am completly de acuerdo, or I agree that it would be nearly impossible to find a scientific answer to the big bang theory. I would just like to hear and share different opinions so that I may someday be able to have a concrete answer when someone asks me, "Elena, do you believe in evolution or creationsism?" Because right now all I see is a bunch of grays.Heres another question of the ages. Is it grey, or gray?

Thanks for the welcome. Yall seem really welcoming, which is a nice feeling. I have a little question that has nothing to do with theology or the lack thereof. How do you get the cool pictures belown your name? I am not exactly computer savvy.