'Why would God write a book of lies and why wold you worship such a being?"
Nice try. But no cigar. You seem to want confirmation in your own conflicted faith.
That is a question you must resolve for yourself.
The name of this forum is FAITH and BELIEF. Without that you have nothing to discuss imo.
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