I don't understand what the problem is with holding seemingly contradictory beliefs. It's not going to cause a brain explosion; and there is nothing in it at all about 'honesty' since being inconsistent is all a [necessary] part of the human experience.
Don't wonder whether it's possible to be a Creationist and Evolutionist at the same time; know it is; believe it is.
Have some faith in your own humanity.
Love your enemies!