As I noted to you in another thread; one thing you need to wrap your head around is that you have been lied to. Lied to a LOT.
Almost without exception the "information" in fundamentalist, Biblical literalist web sites is wrong. It varies from missing recent material; to missing old,old material to lying about what is there.
On the occasion where an individual fact is right it is very frequently taken out of context.
You might learn faster if you start by understanding that you don't know ANYTHING at all about the subjects at hand. A very, very large percentage of what you
think you know is false. So you may as well wipe the slate clean and start over.
Do you understand the issue here?