'I'm sorry if this is a little convoluted. ("What's he babbling about Germany for?") It's a hard idea to express.'
no its o.k i know what your trying to say.its a bit opposite with me though.i only ever heard that God was a fairytale but things i were reading from the new testament and things happening personally (small things but nevertheless spooky) convinced me . In a way i kind of always known - if i can put it like that, that he exists,asking him in full belief i have always got answers.i know thats not relevant to you and that in itself is not proof to you but that is how it happened with me neverthe less.
also the meaning of life (though its a human problem)must be God ,for me anyway.its not just a scientific requirement its a fundamental question.