Poll; theist, atheist or agnostic

Not to be an ass (but it does just come naturally), but while my head says "atheist", my actions say "theist" and my heart is numb at this point. It's like when you sit on your ass too long, and it's just painful to move or anything, your legs leave you... I'm just waiting out all the learning and growing to see what I'll feel when I've had time to settle into the new me.Does that sound, then, like ... agnostic? Feel free to diagnose and tally as you see fit.