- intense self-loathing
- perpetual, aching and deeply intense regret
- fear indescribable
- indescribable pain, not just physical but to the innermost of your being
- hopelessness of an infinite variety - never any, not even oblivion
- no pleasure of any kind not even those we take for granted: cool air in our lungs, warmth on our skin, birdsong,
- no sense of peace - ever
I'll take it. Not that much different from earthly life, really.
This message has been edited by robinrohan, 02-17-2006 06:16 PM