You keep saying that you regularly question your thoughts, beliefs, and the things you are taught. But I have to ask, what is the point of doing so?
By your own admission, you simply agree with what is taught.
You go with what 'God says'whatever that even means.
And the beliefs you already hold are apparently fine answers for all your questions.
What is the point of asking questions if you just follow what you've been told anyway, go with your gut, and already have the answers?
Do you question just to say you've questioned? Do you just throw the phrase around to appear more intellectual? Is it just a smokescreen? A reformat of the old
I'm not a racist, but... line to hide the reality of your blind, feel-good faith?
Do you think it gives your beliefs an air of credibility because you pretend to have thought them through?
Really, Phat, I want to know: Why are you supposedly always so busy questioning, even when it produces no difference in you or your opinion?
Love your enemies!