Phat writes:
Ringo, the man in the black hat with the good heart!
Thank you for noticing.
Sometimes I wonder if the jingling spurs and flying bullets give people the wrong impression.
2)Loneliness
I've never felt more alone than when I'm in a crowd of "Christians". I suspect that God feels the same way.
3)blissful times partying with friends...none of whom had any more of a clue about life than I did.
Ignorance is bliss, but that isn't always a bad thing. Having "clues" about life is not my goal any more. Living life is my goal.
4) No knowledge of Charismaniacal church folk beyond what I saw on TV.
That sounds like a good thing.
5) A vibrant life filled with an endless striving to climb high mountains, lose more weight, and find myself in the process.
Is your transmission slipping? That sounds more like an "after" than a "before".
Has your life stopped vibrating since you "found" God? (How badly was He lost?)
Have you found yourself yet? If not, I'd suggest looking around Denver - the Safeways might be a good place to start.
People who think they have all the answers usually don't understand the questions.