Raph writes:
"amalgam of ancient myths and tales" I am curious to know where you got this idea from?
The bible is very arguably a mish mash of pagan beliefs repackaged, rebranded and manipulated over time. Genesis is in large part a rehashing of the ancient Gilgamesh myth (garden, naked, corrupted by woman, wickednesss into the pure world, great flood as punishment etc. etc.). Mithra the Roman deity (also Mitra the Indian God of the Sun and Persian Mithra) was born of a virgin, crucified and resurrected 3 days later, his birth was celebrated on the winter solstice and his resurrection celebrated at the time we now call Easter, his followers took part in a ritual involving bread and wine and the first Christian places of worship were built on temples originally devoted to him. The story of Moses bears remarkable similarity to the story of the Sun-god Bacchus. Psalms 29 appears to be a direct adaption of a Canaanite hymn to the storm god Baal. We could go on.but the parallels are so plentiful this could constitute a topic in it’s own right.
Here is a link outlining some of these parallels
Link
Raph writes:
Pray that God would "reveal himself"
Right. So you’ve read the bible and prayed and had some sort of internal/subjective experiences and then attributed God as the cause of those experiences.
What makes you think the Christian God is in any way responsible for those experiences? You appear to have created a gap for yourself and then filled it with the thing you were looking for. That would appear to be somewhat circular and most definitely self-re-enforcing. It’s patently a flawed approach to seeking reliable knowledge. And what about all those who take your approach but with other holy books and conclude other gods — Why would I look for my deity in the bible rather than the Koran or the Bhagavad-Gita?