I know how you feel, IC. When I look at how complex the workings of a cell are, or how all the organs of a body must work together for the survival of the organism, or all the myriad relationships in an ecosystem, these things all seem way too complex to be designed. I just can't imagine how any living being could have been purposely designed. The notion seems way to fantastic for me to accept.
Actually, if their god makes better pancakes, I'm totally switching sides. --
Charley the Australopithecine