You realize how you've just made yourself appear by saying that? What makes your idea of God, so much mightier than mine? You can go you know what.
It is irrelevant how I appear, the readers will make their own decisions on that, what we were discussing is the God you create and describe.
You said:
I will say it again, I was believing in evolution for 38 years, then I felt God. What am I supposed to think?
That implies that regardless of all the evidence, just because you get some feeling you attribute to the god you create, Evolution suddenly is wrong.
Yet when I have asked you "How do you know it is God?", you have NEVER been able to explain just what the mechanism is; how someone tells god from a bad burrito.
Further, since there is NOTHING in either Evolution or the Theory of Evolution that in anyway relates to whether there is a God or even whether or not God is the Creator, it is also either a really false statement or the god you are talking about is some little trickster out to con the rubes.
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Tame Lion