Lastly, and most importantly, I would like to wish the best of luck and a long life to
RAZD and Asgara, as well as any others who are stricken with cancer.
Forgive the long post, and please do not respond.
I'm sorry, but humanity demands that I respond in some small way. You obviously do not want sympathy, so I won't placate you. All I have to say is, continue to fight. You still have the breath of life, so savor every last moment. By doing so, you can either go peacefully knowing you fought the good fight or make a remarkable recovery and will view life more beautifully than ever.
In either event, in this moment, you are alive. So let it be.
Best wishes to you.
"Reason obeys itself; and ignorance submits to whatever is dictated to it" -- Thomas Paine