Rahvin -
Sorry for the subtle insult. I meant it innocently. The fact you do not see intelligence in life simply explains why you have the position you do. No offense intended. If you only see design in what you have observed being designed, then, really, we should not even be talking. You cannot relate to me.
I am sorry to hear of your Christian experience. To tell you the truth, I myself am a Christian-Agnostic; meaning... "God created..." is a no-brainer for me, I guess you have figured that one out, but I have a hard time believing the whole Jesus thing, not from a historical perspective, that holds its own, but from an eternal perspective, I could easily go down the "God is Dead" road but I had an experience that was nothing short of an old-testament-style miracle (My personal "Evidence") that has pulled me back from my agnosticism MANY times. While I am extremely skeptical - I can't deny the Evidence that I PERSONALLY have...
I have cocooned myself many times; gotten mad at God for not revealing himself in a way that folks like you can observe Him; or for not healing someone I prayed for...or for allowing children to suffer...
But the Evidence keeps me coming back.
I pray that you get your Evidence.
I'll go away now. I'll check out the two-sexes thread.
Thank you for responding to my questions.