Hi, allegory! I think that you are making a wise decision. In my experience, I never found God...He found me! I disagree that truth is a journey or a quest that one must undertake. I believe that being open to the truth is all that is necessary...no matter how logical or illogical the circumstances appear to be. Maybe God wants you to be happy and content without religion....at least for now. I am confidant that you will be ok. Hang around and discuss stuff with us if you want! We all represent many different viewpoints, methods of logic(or the lack thereof) and beliefs, yet we all respect each other enough to listen to each other here at EvC.