A question for Athiests/Evolutionists. (re: How can one not belive in something greater than himself? et all)

I wished to be damned...my reason is so i don't have to be with a fanatic like you.....how many times were you tested for schitzo? I mean deamons are the ones to blame?? Man creates war and we do it to gain power and to shed blood. We are the most divine and malevolent of all beings....we are surpreme on the list. Man makes their own decisons even if the "voices" (like the things you hear about your loving false illusions) tell you to belive otehrwise. There is no being with unlimited power....there is no being that would give so much for its "minions".....I find it funny that people say how strong the influences of evil are...well then why doesn't the Devils influence man to destroy the Christain foundations...no wait...it was your God who destroyed our old Civilizations and murdered countless innocent to show that your lord cares...isn't that nice....if we don't worship your God your Zealots either torture us/chop off our hands/burn us in our homes/kill us on the spot/or so forth....where is the mercy you so frequently speak off?? Oh so your saying your followers EVOLVED in how they preach there lies? I understand you all are ignorant pawns to scythe through our anceint pagan ways to belive in one God rather than to have a variety? Why were you too stupid to remember all their names so you get pissed and make one up and kill who don't like it?? Wow what big fighters you have by slaughtering farmers by the thousands...ruined all the Nordic nations. If there trully is a Hell then it will be you that is thrown into the inferno for not accepting that there is no Holyness anywhere....and I shall be the one destroy you Celestrials by the hundreds for your crimes in our histroy....

I am only fanatical about the idea of ending Christianity to stop the brainwashing before it ends our civilaztion...fools you ban anything that will try to advance us beyond you God who destroys our good ideas that could save arguments even in politics...(i.e. stop Presidents from making Christain opinions and make a fair decision) You ruined the ideology of fun in sex...you ruined the idea of cloning which can be used for labor....you ruined stim cell research that could enhance regeneration rates far far beyond the natural cycles...technology shall override your cult ways and you will no longer be needed for we shall have advancements to create fleets of ships to abandon this damned rock...look to the future instead of your book of lies and rotten deceptions....

Hmmm I may be ranting but at least I am not promoting the annihilation of Civilizations...only your faith for the good of mankind and for vengence of the endless bloodshed your kind swept across Europe and the New World....

I was saying in general not "your" kind....I am sorry if you thought that I was refering to you Athiests.....I am talking about the Christains....I do not accept that they speak of how they have done things through history where it is not traditional preaching it is an evolution in the Church....no more Inquisition to silence those who speak against them.....The X-Tain Church is just changing through a period of time to better benifit their followers THEIR MINION!!...