We'd only see short distance and then only things from "higher" up. Wouldn't the light be below escape velocity in closer and therefore be pulled down before it got to us?
You won't listen to others telling you that you are why should you listen to me? I can't think of a new way to explain it to you and my conjecture to NJ is that there doesn't exist a any such way to help you "get it".
NJ hasn't actually attempted to suggest either that you are right or will ever understand. He just thinks it isn't fair to point it out that you aren't and won't.