are you implying that GOD, if God exists, is radically different from what we likely would prefer?
Well, I was just pointing out that our preferences don't come into it. We'd like a creator of the universe who was good and wise and so forth. We'd also like it if cigarettes weren't carcinogenic and chocolate was slimming. What we want doesn't make any difference to what is the case.
But in answer to your question, clearly if God exists he's different from at least what
I would want (I can't speak for you) because if he exists I'd like him to manifest himself rather than hiding and pretending that he's not there.