bb writes:
I do not accept everything Darwin said as the 'gospel'
Neither do the biologists who post here. Nor do any of the other folks you refer to as 'evolutionists'. I suggest you get up to speed on the advances science has made over the last 150+ years.
If you really pay attention to what you read here, you would benefit greatly. These people here are pretty smart! And some of them are actually theists, too, so you'd be in good company.